Edition XI

November 2018


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Curtsy - by Maria Etre (Photo by Rhett Wesley)Photo credit: Rhett Wesley

Curtsy

By Maria Etre

What is it about humans
and their love for mistakes?
Raise your glasses to broken hearts
they mended bigger than ever
Toast to tears, endless fountains
of salty diamonds, brushing against
cheeks that have been kissed and slapped
by reality … and other things…
Clink to carelessness, disorganization

it taught you well,
quite the opposite
straighter lines under your words
wider tables to fit your “to do’s”
and most of all filled daily calendar reminders..

if you remember, to say the least
Stand in ovation to lightness
taking things at face value
reading faces, mistaking judgements

that took you to lands you never thought you’d venture

and back … a pendulum journey
Over charcoals of regret
and ice rings of first snow
new seasons..
Applaud mishaps
clap, summoning the guilt
squish it between 2 hands
that guided you, felt for you
wiped tears for you, longed for you

wrote for you…
“clap” the guilt away
dance to the tune of newness

The rhythm of your own fuck ups
Curtsy to curiosity
That held hands with mistakes
Over and over and over
Multiple ones, different ones
that took different forms

Beautiful, ugly, harsh, heartless … handsome

Charming

And this time… don’t worry
they did judge you, yes they did,
you were the talk that sparked
their tongues with new taste buds
you were the flame to the
smoke they saw
Now come with me, lovely
light a cigarette
and
be


I Walked from Door to Door - by Hanna Abi Akl (Photo by Dmitry Ratushny)Photo credit: Dmitry Ratushny

I Walked from Door to Door

By Hanna Abi Akl

As I walked
from door to door
with my book under my arm
trying to find a decent buyer
I realized most of them
were just looking for a way
to stay alive…

and I could hear the coffee pots brewing
in angry morning kitchens
The prayers in the bathroom stalls
The screaming graffiti on the public walls
The little infant cries marring hospital halls…

They were everywhere:
Mad
Loose
people of the streets
aching for a way out

and as I filled the pages
so did their screams

fill my head
and I walked with a heavy heart
The book trailing behind me
in empty streets
empty neighborhoods
to the sound of melancholy birds
chirping away at another sunset
that would lay waste to the day
and all its bearings

and so came another night
Filled with sorrow
Filled with music
Filled with broken hearts
fears
and broken dreams
crushed under metal palettes
and reinforced steel
Container trucks parked in front of art studios
while beer bottles chimed at the other end of the street

I walked from door
to door

with my book
under my arm
trying to find
a decent
buyer
while most of them
were still looking
for a way
out.


Home - by Omar Kayyal (Photo by Alice Jones)Photo credit: Alice Jones

Home

By Omar Kayyal

Home is mama’s goodbye smile,
shining through tears uncried.
I have never seen teeth so white;
My eyes were pricked,
by careful, cemented bricks of Sensodyne.
They formed a tower you see, 
reflected in the apple in your eye.
Although for me,
It was but a shed,
in the garden of your mind.
For I know your Tree,
is rooted deep;
Its fruits I have yet to find.
Maybe mama, to its heights I can climb,
in one of our talks,
into the night.

Home is sous’s laugh,
cackled at comments her brother makes,
pointing out what it takes,
to tolerate her. Even that sounds
spoken through gritted teeth, when really, it is a token
of her personality.
Home is sous’s chuckle,
at my casual, shriek of horror,
sung upon passing her room:
a hurricane of outfit attempts,
and unfit shoes. 
Home is sous’s hoot,
at my attempt to play,
“Sous’s Uber is Late”,
a one-man show,
of me screaming through the phone,
“Hey driver, I’m angry at you!”
Home is sous and I preparing dinner:
escalope, wedges, honey musts.
Home is me doing the dishes,
while she does not.

Home is baba’s sob of joy, 
shared to a room of strangers:
Honest, a book read by its cover:
My Dad’s Happiness, at being,
one with another.
Home is discomfort,
to have to make space for more.
Home is finding there is always another door.
Home is where the hearth is – 
the fire that grows when you add more.
Home is the roughness of baba’s beard.
Home is baba red-faced, in fits of laughter,
nearly falling, over a game of leekha.

Home is the creation of a tear.
Its ingredients are a smile, a laugh, a cry.
Seen as a sequence of frames, a spinning zoetrope,
memories come alive.
Although as a fruit born of a tree of memories,
a tear is filled only with salt water,
its synthesis is photos, 
seen through a sunlit eye:
mama’s smile,
sous’s carefree laugh,
baba’s joyous sob.
Home is moments. Home is flowers.
Home is seconds turned to hours.


I Found Love - by Sara Abourjeily (Photo by Ayah Ballout)Photo credit: Ayah Ballout

I Found Love

By Sara Abourjeily

I found love
looked it in the eye
but it ran away

I found love three years ago
we played on sandy beaches
we laid in the sun
it stirred my blood
and shook my being

I flew but then I fell
back down the ladder
now I lay helplessly
endless questions running through my head
with no answer

I found love
looked it in the eye
but it ran away


High Psyche - by Elie Harfouch (Photo by Ruba Badwan)Photo credit: Ruba Badwan

High Psyche

By Elie Harfouch

In the quantum realm of my reality
I designed a mathematically beautiful fantasy

An illusory of science and dark alliances
a mystical act of a forgotten godlessness

I was deprived from my own health
I geniusly fabricated my own death

But before I enter the hole
I have two wishes, in it you will take a role

A candle for me when I go
A requiem for my dreams and my soul

As I summon the lord,
I pray

To the sound of your strings I fade and disintegrate
To the touch of your keys I dissolve and evaporate

I merge into the wild tone of my incarnation
liberating myself from the lost echo of my incarceration

Your dark notes nurture my sole existence
because
light corrupt the night in the realm of my subsistence


You can check out our earlier editions of 2018 here:

Edition I
Edition II
Edition III
Edition IV
Edition V
Edition VI
Edition VII
Edition VIII
Edition IX
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